The women left the tomb with "fear and great joy."
The "great joy" we can understand: Jesus, their crucified Lord and
beloved teacher, was no longer dead and buried. But why fear?
Actually I think it is encouraging to us believers
nearly 2,000 years later to hear that the women reacted with fear.
I say that partly because that can help us feel less guilty about
our own fear reactions. I say that also because I believe it adds
a note of reality to this story that can be so difficult to believe.
But if this story were made up, it seems unlikely that the first witnesses
of the risen Christ would be described as being afraid. It also seems
unlikely that they would have been described as women, for the testimony
of women was not considered particularly credible in the biblical
world. So the women reacting in fear lends some credibility to a story
that is difficult to believe.
Nevertheless, why fear? Well, how would you react
to an experience like this? You go to a cemetery to view your loved
one's tomb, and when you get there the tomb is empty, a great earthquake
occurs, and there sits an angel shining like lightning. Fear is an
understandable reaction to such an unworldly experience.
And I say "unworldly" purposely, for we might call
this experience an "epiphany," which is a word for the experience
of divine reality in some way. A common response to such epiphanies
is fear - or at least a sense of awe in the face of an eerie or other-worldly
experience.
I believe Matthew wants us to recognize this as something
more than a regular epiphany - if there can be something that's only
a "regular" epiphany. Matthew's reference to the angel and the earthquake
would signal to his readers that he was talking about an apocalyptic
epiphany - that is, an epiphany associated with final judgment and
the end of time. The fear the women felt was not only the awe one
feels at an experience of the divine but also the deeper awe one feels
when one recognizes that they are experiencing the end of this world
and the beginning of a new age. However much the women understood
this at that very moment, eventually Christians came to believe that
the resurrection of Jesus ushered in a new age - a new age that we
may experience now in part but that we will know more fully in the
life to come.
How do we react on Easter? Do we share the women's
response of "fear and great joy"? The "great joy" is not difficult
to identify with. Ordinarily at Easter we have a certain amount of
joy in the spring-like weather that often accompanies Easter. That
joy eludes us this year with our unusually early date for Easter and
our unusually snowy winter. But we can share a certain joy that Lent
is over. We have completed our Lenten course with its typical somber
emphasis on suffering and sacrifice. During Lent we lock up our "alleluias"
and don't speak or sing the word until today. I know that some of
our children think that this custom is a little silly, but there is
a certain joy in being able to say, sing, or shout "Alleluia" freely
once again. Shouting "alleluia" or not, the celebration of Easter
naturally evokes joy.
We also affirm that the resurrection of Jesus brings
us special gifts that we receive with great joy. The resurrection
is God's seal of approval on what Jesus said and did. We can count
on the truth of his message of God's love and forgiveness, even for
sinners and those at the margins of society, and, yes, even for us,
no matter what reasons we might have for doubting that his message
applies to us.
We confess that Jesus is the "first fruits of those
who have died" - that is, just as Jesus was raised from death, we
too will share in resurrection. Part of our Easter joy is knowing
that death no longer has the last word for us.
It may be that it is difficult for us to join in
Easter joy. Perhaps we are carrying burdens of grief. How can we rejoice
when we feel so keenly the loss of a loved one? Perhaps we are dealing
with serious illness or loss of good health. How can we rejoice in
the new life of the risen Christ when we feel such pain, discomfort,
or limitation? Perhaps we are dealing with difficulties in relationships
or in our work lives. How can we rejoice in the power of the resurrection
when we feel so powerless to deal with the problems we face?
By no means do I want to minimize the weight of such
realities in our lives, but yet I want to affirm that we can join
in Easter joy. Easter joy is not the same as some superficial or naïve
happiness. Easter joy is more like an underlying confidence in God's
promises that helps us face everything that may war against our joy.
The resurrection of Jesus is God's promise to us that all that burdens
us now is essentially temporary and not eternal.
So we may share the women's "great joy." Do we share
their fear? Perhaps we don't share exactly the same fear, for their
fear arose from the eerie, uncanny experience of the apocalyptic epiphany
of seeing the empty tomb and then the risen Jesus himself.
Yet I believe that we may well share fear for other
reasons. The resurrection of Jesus does mean power for new life, and
who knows how that power may change or transform us? In our First
Lesson we heard from a sermon of the Apostle Peter. We didn't hear
much about the context of that sermon. Peter was preaching at the
home of Cornelius, a Roman army officer, who had come to believe in
Jesus. To associate in this way with Gentiles went against the grain
of how Peter was raised, yet he went to preach to Cornelius because
of a vision he had that showed him that this was God's will. How might
the power of the resurrection change us? In what new directions might
our risen Lord lead us? In many ways the risen Christ turned the world
of his first followers upside down. How might he turn our world upside
down?
In our Second Lesson Paul tells us, "If you have been
raised with Christ, seek the things that are above." We might well
fear what a life lived in relation with our risen Lord may mean for
us. What are the things that are above? What may they demand of me?
Will I have to change my behavior, my lifestyle? Jesus' resurrection
means the triumph of God's self-giving love that expresses itself
in serving others and caring for what's best for them. We might admit
that expressing such self-giving love is the "Christian thing" to
do but hesitate to do it.
Yes, the women reacted to the resurrection "with fear
and great joy" and so may we. But the truth of the resurrection is
that no matter how we react the power for new life in the risen Christ
is real. The truth of the resurrection is that Christ promises to
surround us with his risen presence to feed our joy and overcome our
fears. Alleluia! Amen.